Weight Loss Struggles

Once again good morning peeps. One major subject on my mind today is weight. I honestly wish this word didnt come up so much in my life but it is a personal struggle I have had for some years. Now I started off extremely skinny when I was a child but after my mom died and I moved in with my grandmother of course I was eating GOOD, meaning good ol' southern cooking. So the pounds started packing on then I hit puberty, got taller and slimmed down. Now after high school low and behold, behold and low I packed on 30 pounds the first year out and continued gaining and then I caught the work out bug. I started to really lose  some pounds. I was using this work out and eating plan called Body For Life. When I tell you I swear by this plan and recommend it to anyone. Its shows you how to do these short high intensity workouts, tells you how to eat healthy, helps you get your mind right and most of all YOU GET A CHEAT DAY ONCE A WEEK. LOL Now if I would have just stuck with it I would be fine as wine. I'm talking walking to the mailbox buck naked fine. Its a twelve week program and i would finish the twelve weeks, but when you finish you are supposed to go another twelve weeks but of course I call myself take a break and that one week turns into two and two turns into a year and 50 pounds. So I just turned 25 and i have this personal compaign I call Fly By 25 ....soo 25 comes i'm still 300  pounds so now i'm like ok I GOTTA get this weight off. So today starts Body For Life fifth cycle for me (LOL) but this time i'm trying to keep the determination to keep going till I get to the size I want to be at. Please pray for me yall..LOL.